It's a summers day out here and I don't pretty much like the work. The devil starts yelling again and I realise that he has been hungry since the unfinished business left in the night before. Being dazed in the afternoon is not everybody's cup of tea i guess. Esp those chosen ones the gifted ones (I know many) they are not gonna like it. They are afraid. May be they cant handle the speed at which you are travelling in these less travelled road in your thoughts. Coming back to my thing I feel every crowd has their little games to prove that they are punk or not? Ours was burning the buds on ourselves and not flinching at all.. :)
I surely think about the first time ever. I remember it was on one afternoon in August the breeze was gentle and I took it along. White ship disappeared in the wave machine that evening. My eyes just experienced some secret chains that the hidden ones threw on them. But fighter as they are they get eventually free. They felt like soft horses u can ride along the desert. It was like a long heat wave through my body. Any ache or pain or sadness or guilty feeling was completely flushed out. First, It was a Friday thing-a small habit. All of us became chippie small timers who would cling along anywhere and rest as they say is history. It felt so good that we start doing it on Tuesdays. Then Thursdays and then it got you.
So surely it had to get me someday and to this day this smell follows me wherever I mean wherever I go. So on this particular night i decided to be a fantasizer as I am. I decided to try out something. The wierdo that i am decided to shag it off under the stars. I liked it that way. My feet against the wall that was soft with summer warmth, the slight breeze that ran across my complete body especially my legs and slowly it rose between them. I felt an incredible power being naked under the dome of the stars while the whole huge, gigantic world is left dodging the cars and vehicles around . And believe me at the end of it all.. All I see is a massive ring of flames and a deep black hole.. U drift deeper and wooshh.. U crash..
